Susana Hazelden

Ten Items Or Less

Can you narrow it down to
That in the event
You have to

Choose?

Or can the cashier
Decide to let you through
With 11?

Are you the type
Who holds up the line,

Making a project of
Putting nickels and dimes into
Your little ole lady change purse

As the cashier
Taps her crimson nails
On the counter

And the bag boy
Pounds a hole into
The soda box?

Is that you?
Me too.

November 2007
Copyright 2007 Red Pulp Underground
Red Pulp Underground


In the dark of goodnights, smokestacks puff like
gigantic,
Phallic pipes marking happy productivity
Yet soot covers the porous building facades
And leaves a film on the faces of the populace.
Having lived in this county most of my life
I never thought my lungs would fail me
Yet my wheezing and my X-ray gave my doctor
concern
Walking on now, weakened, my gaze evermore forlorn
I am not nor will I be the saintly aunt
Who never complained of the pain of her stomach
cancer.
Has the reaper taken on new forms I wonder as my
path
Coincides with a young miner’s wife?

In her thin blue-jeaned legs,
Her blocked cross-trainers planted lightly but firmly
ahead
Taking off a glove to count out change
Looking in my direction over a red nose, sad eyes,
Like a pretty girl left behind by the train,
Waiting for another, taking cover out of the rain,
Walking away from the register bell.
Hanging onto her netted grocery bags
Like she was carrying a valise.
She ended up paying with plastic.

And me, I have to carry my leftover love,
Enjoined to no one like a heavy backpack.
Like the one that, at 37, killed Mitch Hedberg,
The comedian, who delivered his lines with eyes
closed,
So intimidated by being in front of an audience.
“Here’s to you, Mitch!”

November 2007